Has it really been so long? Two years seems like such a long time… Yet my last update on here is from November 2003. What have I done? Has it really been this fuckin long? Where does the time go?

Well to start, I guess I could tell you how I have been getting closer to being content with myself and life. This year is going to be tough and full of lots of hard work… but I brought this on myself. Lets just say the past two years of me being away were not because I have been super busy working on things left and right with no time to spare… However, I do believe I have learned much about myself and life in that time, and even though it’s hard to say I slacked, I did, and I don’t think I would have had it any other way.

I guess this will be my new years update to you. Yes I realize this month is almost over, but hey… Who ever said I was good with time?

Well sense no one really reads these on my page I suppose its okay to ramble?

This is my year of progress… my year of work.

I guess what I’m saying is if you are a good little stalker like you should be… you will notice many things spawn from me this year… and may even start to understand me a little different and maybe more then you ever wanted. I can’t guarantee this is a positive thing necessarily. If you don’t know me personally, then I may seem like a different person, however there are things I want to accomplish in life, and up until recently have been living in my own personal prison. I believe that’s irony… or a paradox. How does that saying go…? “Steel bars do not a prison make.” Yes well, Fuck my head I think I have finally found a way to live with myself in a non-counter productive manner.

The goals I want to accomplish this year are numerous. I guess first and for-most I need to finish off this school year as a junior in High school doing better then I have in the past. As smart as I am… I’m a dumb Fuck when it comes to commitment, and attendance is a thing I have trouble holding too. Like I said, this is a year of work for me… so if you thought I was avoidant already, the first six months of this year are going to make me seem nonexistent. On top of all the classes I’m currently taking I need to start working more. I may start going back to my 32 hour weeks, and I want to have 2 books done by summer.
Other things I need to start/finish in the first half of this year include the finishing of my website, and obtaining a few copyrights and other legal things that are involved so that my Business can start taking on a more professional level. I plan on having a few art showings this year, and would like it if me and my business partner could find a balance and start working on our shit more. In other words The Cracker Cellar and actually finishing our magazine Scratch would be a pleasant addition to this years happening.

If you know me personally, then you may already know more on my business goals for this year (goals I have procrastinated on in the past) so I wont bore you with anymore unneeded babble in that subject.
I have the opportunity to go to Italy and Malta this summer and see the Louvre, as well as take a week long photography class at the art institute. However, as money is always an issue… I’m a little afraid to take up these opportunities becuase by working my ass off at a job, in risk I may really burn myself out and start slipping at school and with any other important thing going on for me right now.

This is my after two years update… so pardon its length… Looking at everything else I have written in my blog seems so childish, and all my art featured on this site seems to hold no value to me anymore. The urge to delete all of this is immense but why delete something that was once part of me… and in some ways still is?

Anyways… this is my update for the next few months… I can’t guarantee any new Fantastic entries and updates on my life any time soon… mainly because I just don’t care… But also cause I like to leave a little leeway for creativity with my stalkers… You know room to find new and exciting ways to find out what I’m doing and such. Hahaha… j/k…. I love my stalkers… I would never intentionally give them a hard time. ^.^


… Good bye my loves… If you read this whole thing I congratulate you… Because I wouldn’t have. Ha-ha If you have any questions or comments feel free to ask me anything. Or email me @ twistedkitty666777@msn.com. If you would like a pretty little 8.5 by 10 portrait of yourself or a friend/ family member, feel free to ask if I will do a little commission work. These are done in mixed mediums, mainly pencil… just look in my profile for and example of my work. Depending on the complexity and time each portrait will take, I charge anywhere from $15.00-$20.00 dollars. (They make good gifts so buy six!) Also I will add if you would like to do a photo shoot of yourself, you can set up an appointment with me, but first send me an email stating what you would like to be accomplished in the shoot ( + theme of shoot) and keep in mind I charge by the hour plus a little x-tra to edit and print all the photos.

~Miss Inamorata.
1-26-06
12:50 am